Empty hands.

Day and night swirl together.

No longer living for myself.

I hate feeling so helpless.

Walking in fog.

Can't seem to wake up anymore.

You seem so much farther away.

I wish you knew how much I miss you.

How much I crave the sound of your voice.

All day long I feel this need.

I have lived with it for so long I sometimes forget it's your absence

that makes me feel so hollow.

All the plans we had.

All the big ideas left undone.

How do I tell you that I need you here

when you are that far gone?

My hands are empty without yours in them.