A Screw you Nikki.

My baby started Kindergarten today.

Seth's mom came down and we all drove him to school!
I was fine. Didn't cry, didn't freak out too bad. He was nervous.
But I was happy for him to make new friends.
I was fine coming home and realizing I forgot to eat breakfast cause I didn't make any for Caden.
I was fine when we didn't have our routine this morning.
I was fine until I sat down and read Nikki's blog.
Back story.....
Nikki has SEVERE OCD.
So I was prepared to be best friend and help her get through the first few days of her son starting school.
I was so ready for how she would be, that now that it was my turn I thought I was good.
I was so not ready.
I read that and then it hits me that I am not there with my baby.
What if he gets scared, or lost and he doesn't know what to do?
What if his teacher is mean to me?
Why the frick am I turning into one of these emotional mothers now!?!?
11 am can't come fast enough.

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