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Make Up Smeared Eyes

Left your t-shirt in my room;

Still smells of you.

And the picture we hung by the door

Lays smashed and picture perfect.

Explains now,

Clearly, nothing left but a memory.

We only made out.

You never kissed me.

That's how I learned to hold back all feeling.

Wait, please don't go!

I won't stay with

All these words on replay.

I'm okay.

It's alright.

Good to know that you're fine.

Pretending everything is right to make you feel better,

I'll hide my make-up smeared eyes.

And show that I'm fine.

Somehow you had managed to get under my skin,

More than anyone ever did.

And if every hole makes a scar,

And every scar marks it's place,

Then I will never live freely without your trace!

And it'll never be fair because

I wrote my songs for you and you never even cared.

So I'll forget you.

I'll wash your t-shirt.

And kill the pillow and

Cut you out of pictures.

Wait, please don't go!

I won't stay.

With all these words on replay.

I'm okay.

It's all right.

Good to know that you're fine.

Pretending everything is right to make you feel better.

I'll hide my make-up smeared eyes.

This drama sat shotgun,

My eyes rain like autumn,

Only the glove box knows,

How the story goes.

Now that this bandage is broken,

And the cut's left and open,

Tell ya just one thing, this wasn't worth the sting.

Tell ya just one thing, this wasn't worth the sting

Wait, please don't go!

I won't stay with

All these words on replay.

I'm okay.

It's alright.

Good to know that you're fine.

Pretending everything is right to make you feel better,

I'll hide my make-up smeared eyes.

And show that I'm fine.

Stand Where I Stood

I don't know what you've done.

Or if I like what you've become.

But something told you to run.

And honey I know you, it's all or its none.

There were sounds in my head,

Little voices whispering,

That you would go and this would end.

And you found yourself listening.

But I don't know who I am, who I am without you.

All I know is that I'll have to.

And you don't know if you can stand another's hand upon me.

All you know is that you'll see.

But she won't love you more than I could,

She who dares to stand where I stood.

See I thought love was black and white,

That it was wrong or it was right.

But you left without a fight.

Now I think I am just shredded inside.

But I don't know who I am, who I am without you.

All I know is that I'll have to.

And you don't know if you can stand another's hand upon me.

All you know is that you'll see.

But she won't love you more than I could,

She who dares to stand where I stood.

And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call,

You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all.

But you taught me how to distrust myself and so I say to you,

Now this is what I have to do.

But I don't know who I am, who I am without you.

All I know is that I'll have to.

And you don't know if you can stand another's hand upon me.

All you know is that you'll see.

But she won't love you more than I could,

She who dares to stand where I stood.

Last Love Song - ZZ Ward

After seeing ZZ Ward at BottleRock 2015 I am obsessed.

Enjoy one of my favorite songs.

We were never the marrying type, oh no,

We won't buy dishes or stained glass lights, oh no,

For a table we'll never sit at,

In the house that we won't ever get,

I won't wake up and pick out your tie, oh no,

You won't come home and kiss me at night, oh no,

We won't lie in this king bed for two,

Say goodbye to us saying "I dos,"

No more white picket fences,

No more lace veils or vows,

No more "You're the only one" 'cause that's all done with now,

This is the last love song I'll ever write for you,

Take these roses and this Jameson, oh no,

Find a subway that I can sit in, oh no,

Buy a one-way out of this city,

Everything that I need, got it with me,

No more white picket fences,

No more lace veils or vows,

No more "You're the only one" 'cause that's all done with now,

This is the last love song I'll ever write for you,

All these notes and all these words,

Are all that's left in me,

Bend these pages, count my woes,

One last song to set me free,

No more white picket fences,

No more lace veils or vows,

No more "You're the only one" 'cause that's all done with now,

This is the last love song I'll ever write for you,

This is the last love song I'll ever write for you, oh.

A Video I made. My pics. My Singing.

SO I made this video with a recording of my singing and a bunch of the pics from my trip!
This is my Grandpa's favorite song. I'm not real big on some of the stuff my friend did to the recording but I am appreciative for all his hard work!

Have you laughed yet today? Come check out My Muffin Tops!!

FUNNY!!! And she is one brave lady! You need to check her out at My Mom's a Nerd!
She is absolutely gorgoeous, a photgrapher, and She's from Cali! I think this video proves we have another funny mom to keep our eye on!

Today I'm thinkin of Best Friends.

Every once in awhile I think about best friends. I miss mine.

Ain't she cute?! (She's the perky little blond pixie on the left.)You can find my dear sweet Nikkilicious here.
We live 2000 miles a part and I don't get to see her often so I miss her like a crack fiend in rehab.
("They tried to make me go to rehab I won't go, go".... HA! Now you have that song stuck in your head!)
She is Possibly getting to see her other BFF today. (Me, jealous? NO! Ok.....Just a smidgin)
I have heard about her BFF for YEARS! They went to high school together and the stories they tell about her are side-splitting funny. But I have never met this woman! She doesn't live very close to Nik either. (Poor Nik!!) But she might FINALLY get to visit with her today and now I am sad and super jealous cause I do wanna visit my Nikki too. I also want to visit my niece and nephew! Bailey is such a serious little boy that he makes me wanna laugh and tickle him all the time. And Jocelyn is the worlds biggest cuddle bug but she also takes after her dear auntie's heart in that she is gonna be my girly shopping partner!!!

But I most especialy want to see my Bo-Bear. Bo is one of my all time favorite people.
He is always himself, and has no problem beein a goofball to make you laugh. But he is so smart that you can sit there and have a perfectly intelligent conversation with him as well. One of the things I love most about Bo is that he is picky about his friends. Bo is like a hard shelled candy, but once you suck and bite on him a little you'll get a warm gooey center that you just wanna wrap yourself in! (Yes Nikki I had to say it just like that. Once I thought it up I knew you would die laughing reading it.)

I feel very lucky to be able to call myself one of Bo's friends. (I have heard you call me that Bo so you can't take it back now!!!)
I have been lucky enough to have a few best friends growing up.

My best friend Shanna who moved to North Carolina last year. She is visiting Cal right now and managed to have Emergency Gall Bladder Surgery!! lol

My HighSchool BFF Racheal!

My childhood BFF Jenna.

All of my BFF's have moved away, have their own lives. It's so rare to see or hear from each other anymore. I guess that means I am currently holding auditions for my new best friend. You have to be ok ok with drinking, yet have high standards. Can't get offended easily. LIVE IN AT LEAST THE SAME AREA CODE AS ME! And I would prefer if the new BFF would read a book on occasion.
Until then...Here is an ode to all of the BFF's I have had so far. Even if we aren't close anymore I love you.

Here's a comment for you!

We probably shouldn’t post this,

But it’s time that we declared,

Even though we love to read comments,

Few words are ever shared.

If it’s great and you don’t say it,

It’s not possible for us to know you cared.

Some feel their blog is, done in vain

But this is something you can change

If you just shared down here,

And say the things we want out of you!

And say the things we want out of you, oh you!

“You’re great!” “You’re blessed!” “Your blog’s the best!”

“I’m in love!” “So impressed!”

“You make me laugh!” “You make me cry!”

“You always share great things to buy!”

“Your words, they’re gold!

“When they crafted you, they broke the mold.”

“I’ll Tweet it to everyone I know.”

“And to prove to you how much I love what you do,

Here’s a comment for you.”

It’s awkward when it’s silent,

After all we had to write,

By adding just a few words,

You can help us sleep at night.

Take a minute, just to write it.

Please express it, if you liked it.

Let’s be clear

It keeps us coming back

When you show us love down here

And say the things we want out of you!

“You’re great!” “You’re blessed!” “Your blog’s the best!”

“I’m in love!” “So impressed!”

“You make me laugh!” “You make me cry!”

“You always share great things to buy!”

“Your words, they’re gold!”

“When they crafted you, they broke the mold.”

“I’ll Tweet it to everyone I know.”

“And to prove to you how much I love what you do,

Here’s a comment for you.”

We don’t need validation,

On every post we write,

But comments are a great way to tell us that you like…

All the things we’re sharing with you!

Our lives, our news, product reviews,

How to win a Disney Cruise.

Some funny jokes, some tugged heartstrings

And how to save money on lots of things.

The food we cook,

A wonderful book, our brand new look.

We’d love to see your comments down below.

And there’s one thing we’ll all say when you do.

And that is “Thank You”. Thank you.

Lessons Learned-Carrie Underwood

There's some things that I regret,
Some words I wish had gone unsaid,
Some starts,
That had some better endings,
Been some bad times I've been through,
Damage I cannot undo.
Some things,
I wish I could do all all over again,
But it don't really matter,
When life gets that much harder,
It makes you that much stronger,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned.
And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
And everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for every scar,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned.
There's mistakes that I have made,
Some chances I just threw away,
Some roads,
I never should have taken,
Been some signs I didn't see,
Hearts that I hurt needlessly,
Some wounds,
That I wish I could have one more chance to mend,
But it don't make no difference,
The past can't be rewritten,
You get the life you're given,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned.
And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
And everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for every scar,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned.
And all the things that break you,
Are the things that make you strong!
You can't change the past,
Cause it's gone.
And you just gotta move on,
Because it's all
Lessons learned.
And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
From everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night,
From every change, life has thrown me.
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for every scar,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned,
Lessons learned.
Lessons learned.

Things that made my day!

First and foremost I got another award!
The Fabulous SugarDoll Blogger Award. SO CUTE!!!
Thank You Laina at Reflections of a Navy Wife.
Laina found me on MBC, and has been reading my blog for awhile now. And she always comments on my blog posts which is one thing that makes her SUPER!!! If you are looking for a Blog that will make you feel good all the way down to your toes PURELY because the writer is such a good hearted and upbeat Woman...then you should really check her out!

Award Rules:
1. Thank the person who gave you this award.
2. Share 10 things about yourself
3. Pass the award along to 10 bloggers who you have recently discovered and who you think are worthy of the award.
4. Contact the bloggers you've picked and let them know about the award.

Ok ten random things about me!
1. I'm super picky about my feet. I can't stand the feeling of them being dry or dusty. It is like nails on a chalk board!!!
2. I am a neat freak. If my house is not super clean, and organized I feel sick and off my game.
3. I have been out of the country 3 times.
4. I want to have a Ferret REALLY BAD! I miss my old one.
5. I love fresh flowers and gardening.
6. My favorite smells are Rose, Sweet Pea and clean laundry.
7. I should have been born in the Victorian era.
8. I am a great swing dancer.
9. I love singing and even won some awards in high school for it.
10. I'm super devoted to my family.

I am going to hold off on giving this one out, only cause I don't have ten new blogs I am reading yet! But as soon as I do I will let you know.

Second thing that made my day is this new song from Reba

I leave you with it! Come on Friday!!!

Fork me baby... I'm done!

So I have a few things running through my head tht I want to talk about. BUT I just don't feel like it right now. They are not really the most fun topics.
And I feel like having fun!
So tonight I am just going to leave you with my favorite song. It's by a Sacramnto band called FAR.
This song is a cover.
1. I hate covers.
2. I hate the original artist.
3. I hate this song...done by the original artist.

This song rocks my socks and makes my toes curl! Kinda like a good orgasm from rowdy sex. Which I would love to do to this hot hot song!
Enjoy!

UnHearted

Photograph each day so we can live forever.

Sit in the light to make the dark a little darker

And I dance to move only you,

and I fight to kiss and make up.

I scream for some silence.

I laugh to laugh for once.

So you notice that I'm gone.

And I breathe cause it's necessary,

and then I sigh when I see the moon.

I dream to make life seem less boring...

Until there was you.

And I feel in the absence of heart,

And I beg my eyes not to cry.

I'm a hopeless romantic who's trying to kick the habit.

But all hearts have darts.

Sweet red cherry blossom tree.

That lives in you and Me.

You marked your name,

but I can see,

that it's not on me.

So I've shamelessy gone and made myself come undone.

Heavy hangs my head,

when I'm unhearted.

I wear this Angel's crown to cover up my devil's frown.

And upon my broken chest lay a struggle.

Between lonliness and things that are out of place,

like my head in outer space.

And the carpet you walked on.

And that ceiling that cries

"Please don't walk away."

Sweet red cherry blossom tree.

That lives in you and me.

You marked your name.

But I can see

that it's not on me.

So I've shamelessly gone and made myself come undone.

Heavy hangs my head

when I'm unhearted.

Bellow it out with all the breath in my lungs.

Apologize for all that I've done.

You did a number on me

and a fantastic job.

In the scheme of things we never felt,

when your hearts been breached and your guards been let down.

You've rotten and spoiled me into the ground

and a good mess forgives all the rest we allow.

Dear John

I find the map and draw a straight line
Over rivers, farms, and state lines
The distance from 'A' to where you'd be
It's only finger-lengths that I see
I touch the place where I'd find your face
My finger in creases of distant dark places
I hang my coat up in the first bar
There is no peace that I've found so far
The laughter penetrates my silence
As drunken men find flaws in science
Their words mostly noises
Ghosts with just voices
Your words in my memory
Are like music to me
I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground I,
I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms
After I have travelled so far
We'd set the fire to the third bar
We'd share each other like an island
Until exhausted, close our eyelids
And dreaming, pick up from
The last place we left off
Your soft skin is weeping
A joy you can't keep in
I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
And I,
I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms
I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground and I,
I pray that something picks me up and
sets me down in your warm arms

Heal Over

To Nikki

It isn't very difficult to see why
You are the way you are
Doesn't take a genius to realize
That sometimes life is hard
It's gonna take time
But you'll just have to wait
You're gonna be fine
But in the meantime
Come over here lady
Let me wipe your tears away
Come a little nearer baby
Cause you'll heal over
Heal over
Heal over someday
And I don't wanna hear you tell yourself
That these feelings are in the past
No it doesn't mean they're off the shelf
Because pain's built to last
Everybody sails alone
Oh but we can travel side by side
Even if you fail
You know that no one really minds
Come over here lady
Let me wipe your tears away
Come a little nearer baby
Cause you'll heal over
Heal over
Heal over someday
Don't hold on but don't let go
I know it's so hard
You've got to try to trust yourself
I know it's so hard, so hard
Come over here lady
Let me wipe your tears away
Come a little nearer baby
Cause you'll heal over
Heal over
Heal over someday
Yeah you're gonna heal over

Hiding Beneath my Blankets and Sheets.

This is one of my favorite songs. It's by Anna Nalick. It really reminds me of my mom. Yes I know...If she ever found my blog and read it she would really kill me for saying that. But it does...I'm gonna Bold my favorite lines. (Picture should link to song)
I couldn't get the Picture to link so here it is... Anna Nalick

Well, it's been almost a year to the moment
When I finally realized it was over
And I knew that love wasn't good enough
Of a reason for me to stay
Well, I saw you yesterday; you were drivin'
And I tried so hard to forget
You were alive, and as you passed by I began to cry
Over things that I did not say

And hide underneath my blankets and sheets
I'm finally free
I'm killin' the ghost of you, and I'm close to
Awakening me

Yeah, yeah
So I'm takin' my heart and I'm gettin' me out
And love's something that I wouldn't wanna live without
So I'm takin' my heart and I'm gettin' me out
On my own, my own, my own

Well, it takes all of my strength to be stable
And I force your insults under the table
And if you were wise you would compromise
And allow me to live my way
'Cause I am not a force to be reckoned with
And you don't have a clue what you're messin' with
And you can't see to the best in me
'Cause it's more than your heart can take

And hide underneath my blankets and sheets
I'm finally free
I'm killin' the ghost of you, and I'm close to
Awakening me

I'm awakening me

I'm awakening me, yeah

I'm awakening me

So I'm takin' my heart and I'm gettin' me out
And love's something that I wouldn't wanna live without
So I'm takin' my heart and I'm gettin' me out
On my own, my own, my own

I'm takin' my heart and I'm settin' you free
And, baby, now you're just another song to me
And the edge of your sword isn't sharp enough for me
To bleed

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